Rich , Violent, and Very Romantic. If all goes as planned I’ll be selling this one tonight.
Presenting
The Sultry Meagan with Red Nails & THe Clean Up MAn
“‘There are only two types of women – goddesses and doormats.’ You, my dear, are a goddess.”
Alright - im over it . To be honest I’ve been trying to recuperate all day - I feel pretty icky - emotional and physically . It’s wild how things like that work .. I guess we can categorize it as Risky behavior. Or just breaking boundaries . Well— semantics aside —- whatever happened last night was powerful stuff -it truly jarred my identity - it made be think twice - I witnessed first hand the enchantment of ” newness ” and the power of human lust . Okay - okay - I am not going to keep boring you my attempt at philosophy & psycho babble -
But -
I will , one day, better understand my actions and behavior as they both relate to my subconscious. And I can only hope that you too will quest to find a better understanding of self.
- Until then one must carry on & experience life with vigor as it pertains to ones action - and delicacy as it pertains to ones heart.
-let the journey begin
Xx Rachel .
3 days ago - 
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except for the stop motion bits :)
Kara Walker’s - My Enemy, My Oppressor, My Lover
— This was a seminal piece for me as it confirmed to me that daunting relationships generate artistic expression.
Don’t give into the Crazy
In this world you have choices.. (duh )
but mostly You have the choice to became mentally & emotionally involved or not involved at all ..
It’s all about what you choose to pay attention to .. what you allow your mind to do ..
WHAT ACTIONS
For instance- If you premit yourself to google the wife’s name (or gf or xgf ) .. You are allowing yourself to become involved mentally and that WELL then you’re on the teeter toter with crazy and pathetic but most of all you are discrediting yourself and selling yourself short.
its a sticky situation- inocent Curiosity may have jump started the search and you may have only planned on dedicating 15 mins of your time playing creeper but it wasn’t enough …you wanted to see more .
and look 20 mins later you now you know the families address.. and thanks to google earth and the lack of lanscaping on the lack luster brick two story.. you are certain the Mrs. doesn’t have the fine style and taste you do.
^ Insecurity turned curiosity into crazy.
DONT LET IT HAPPEN. bc in the end the time spent googling the MRs is your time wasted ..
YOUR TIME - Its important to see your time as a refelection of your life.. and all the things you worked for .. and all the things that are important to you .Take advantage of the time in your life.
More than likely you have nothing to worry about .. heck its not you that really needs to worry anyway. YIKES! well its true …what really matters is the closeness you feel.. when you are with her husband.
I can do what I like .. Say what I like … Because I am NO WIFE or man’s MAMA NOW ! I can smile - I can wink - Bc I am no man’s mama ! ;)
Time and the power of experience.
Im a size 37
